UNDESCRIBABLE

damn. i hate that feeling. arghhhhhhhhhhhh
let me disappear please.

it all came too sudden last night. which caught me totally unprepared. i can't stop thinking of it. tears kept flowing down yet i can do nothing to stop it. i promised to be strong and will continue to fight on. totally heartbreaking :((((

exhausted. 好想睡一个很长很长的觉，永远都不要醒来...



 

memories are meant be kept in the heart

It’s too late now still I’ve got something to say
Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now and the moment has passed
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now and it’s no ones fault but mine
Couldn’t see the truth I had them blinded eyes
You got moved on still I don’t give a damn
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

Every single hour of every single day
I miss you more and a more
And I don't know what to say
I knew I closed the door
Your gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you


Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If I could I’d start all over again
Our love is my regret

Should have known then what I know now
Dying every second that your not around
Should have been there
When you needed me babe
Now i'm by myself on my bended knee
Should have loved you
While I had the chance to
Couldn't realize that you were the truth
Should have showed you
What you meant to me
Baby now I see that you are my queen

Every single hour of every single day
I miss you more and a more
And I don't know what to say
I knew I closed the door
I've sent you on your way
And now your gone, gone, gone-
Can we take it back babe?


Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If I could I’d start all over again
Our love is my regret

I GOT SUCH A NOOB BOYBOY! :)
however, he still REFUSED to blog, because he says he don't know how to =x
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. kill me please.

Part 2

good job darling! he succeed in surprising me! OMG OMG OMG.
he put up a good show by ignoring me for the whole of monday! claiming that he's going out with his parents to shop for furnitures and he has to reply me alittle late. i waited for the whole day! made me cried so badly cause i thought he paid little attention to my birthday =x
and with the help of our friends, HE DID IT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i can't believe i actually got conned by them! HAHAHA. but it really surprised me! THANK YOU SO MUCH DAR! =D
i put him to a test by bluffing him that i'm gonna sleep at 8pm. he still did not reply my sms. i wait & wait & wait. and finally, he called. i didn't pick up cause i wanna pek him. HAHA. and he sent me a msg "i know you are angry with me for ignoring u the whole day, i did a little something outside your house and i hope u can forgive me" WHAT A SHOCK!
i did suspect that he will come for me! but i peeped through the windows and no signs of his car is anywhere near! and so, i opened the door & saw pink heart shaped chocolates being placed on the corridor. oh man, he must have did something to lead me to somewhere. i followed the chocolates & this was what i saw >>>
 

     
OH MY GOSH! SO THE NICEEEEE CAN~
 

i always give suggestions to guys to do this romantic stuff for the girl they like. & its my first time in my entire life to receive such a surprise from someone. nothing can ever describe how i felt at the moment when i saw this. TOTALLY AMAZING! :D
my silly dar lied to me that he was with his parents for the whole day but actually he was hunting the whole singapore for 60 light sticks & my birthday present. can't imagine he actually did so much for me & i actually doubt him that afternoon!
my stupidity made my dar rushed from home to my house & push forward this surprise which he intended to show it to me at 12 sharp =x
THANK YOU SO MUCH DARRRRRRR:)
accompanied him to 651 for dinner/supper as he skipped his meal for the sake of this little surprise for me! william was the first to wish me happy birthday at 12am sharp:) & left the birthday present outside my door. surprised that u actually remembered it. thanks so much! really appreciate it.
pack my stuff and 'vooooooroooom' drove to dar's house for the night:)
i always love to see my handsome dar drive :D
one hand on the steering wheel, the other holding my hand ❤
that night wasn't great for both of us, we cried over the same issue again. 沉默比争吵更难过 T.T
i'm glad that we managed to resolve everything tgt:) well, we always did! i'm sure after going through so much, it strengthen our relationship & we are able to withstand everything yeah :D
the next day, on the actual day, I SKIPPED MY DRIVING LESSON!!! :(((
woke up in the afternoon, prepared & off we go~
 

 


 
look at his cute face :D


 
 

dar brought me to _ _ _ _ _ as a celebration for my birthday! YESYES, its my fav, SAKAE! :DDDD
woooooooot. i simply love SALMON & the mochi! i want more!!~
 

 
look at his index finger! HAHA
 

followed by movie after that. wanted to watch the haunting in connecticut but was left with seats on the first 2 rows. caught obessed instead. was left with an hour plus before our movie starts, shopped around vivo. met cong with his gf outside the cinema. LOL.
anyway, obessed was wow wow wow, NICE:) 3 thumbs up for it. mystery + excitement. WEEEEEEE.
here comes the climax, dar kept asking if i was hungry and he will bring me anywhere to eat. kept asking me what restaurants are there in vivo. and he claims that his campmate sms him to ask about the restaurants in vivo =x
we walked past this japanese gourmet town and SOOOOO randomly he said he was hungry and dragged me in! OH MAN. to my surprise, yp, xf and josh was in there! OMG OMG OMG.
i got conned again! =x
really so surprised & happy to see them. HAHAH. level up alr dar:)
thanks so much for the surprise, the cake and the present buddies! LOVE U GUYS :DDDD
 

 
dar really look so handsome in this pic:)
*thumbs up*
 

 
happy 20th.
 

the one i'm craving for such a longggggggg time.
THANK YOU DARLING! LOVE U LOTS LOTS LOTS <33



from FPW:)
METALIC BLUE WEEEE.


my adidas craving & they got it for me! OMG.
love u guys la~

 

met up with darling for a haircut after school today. followed by shopping spree at jp. dar got his shoes but didn't managed to get his belt. was passing by NET and decided to drop in to try my luck if they are still hiring people. to my surprise, they hired me on the spot! WOW WOW WOW. i'll be starting work on the 25th. but its at orchard ion instead of jp. weeeeeee. finally i don't have to worry about not getting my driving license before dar's birthday in nov! yay yay yay! so excited =x
thank you so much darling. you're always there for me regardless of rain or shine. deep heart felt thanks:)
we'll go through never-ending birthdays, anniversaries and celebrations tgt alright! you're the reason for everything now. i love you! :D
 

SO OBESSED OVER HIM! :D

爱转角， 就放下这转角的故事吧。
memores are meant to be kept in the heart.
你一定要幸福哦!